What’s been done, has been done. If you can’t just accept that and move on, well, maybe I didn’t really know you. Its not like we were anything before that happened, no matter how much I try to recount us as being something. You wouldn’t give me the time of day even when I was throwing myself at you, but then expect me to not touch anyone else. Hm. I don’t see the sense in all that. Maybe if you acted like you cared, I would have thought twice. But you didn’t care, and I didn’t think twice. Just kidding, I put a shit ton of thought in to my decision. And I put a lot of thought in to this decision too. Maybe we can talk as soon as you get over yourself. And we all know what maybe means.

So. I really need to start adding more songs to my repertoire. I also need to start recording them. I’m tired of playing the same old songs and showing the same old videos from when I was 13. So I’m going to make a list of songs I want to do along with a video, and as I go through the list I’ll cross them out and replace the video with a video of me. I want to make this happen byyyy lets say the end of the school year. So lets go:

1. Lissie The Pursuit of Happiness http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQMJCOT2wlQ
2. Adele Make You Feel My Love http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M7Elp07LckM
3. Ellie Goulding Your Song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D9AFMVMl9qE
4. Grace Potter and the Nocturnals One Short Night  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zd3wM_LzSpA
5. Ingrid Michaelson Morning Lullabies http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmlDWR1QGuk
6. Thompson Square Are You Gonna Kiss Me or Not  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FDUOcHg5ijg
7. Miranda Lambert Gunpowder and Lead http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nh2dZWH762w
8. Colbie Callait Never Told You http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_YtzsUdSC_I
9. Dave Matthews Stay or Leave http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=28gGWpx-xyM
10. Kid Cudi All Along http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7aMJae_cG0Q

Its raining. Just like it has every other day in April. I’m really sick and gross too. Spring break kind of sucks this year. I watched a whole season of americas next top model today. all it did was piss me off. freaking krista is ugly. who likes ugly models? no one. so after 12 hours of that, i found farm aid 25. aka dave matthews and tim reynolds. aka the best things in life. then the tv started cutting out. which made me want to shoot someone. ok im complaining now. 

tomorrow is easter. which is happy. except that its my first easter without fudgie. which sound so gay. but i always believed that the easter bunny was fudgie. and since i have little brothers, i have to believe in that shit again. so kat was all yay easter bunny. and i cried. which was really embarrassing. i blame it on my sickness. 

i get facebook back tomorrow <3, jk i dont miss it. AND IM WAKING UP AT 7. score. 

does anyone (aka noone) want to do my trigstar project? please? 

okay i think im done now.